The Mistake in the Past

 

The mistake that I shouldn’t do anymore in the future is what I’ve done to my parents and my brother. Actually, my brother is responsible for my study cost. That’s why I always ask him to give me some money. Meanwhile I ask my brother for giving me some money, I also ask my parents to give me some money. Three months ago when I was begging my parents to give me some money, my parents asked me back. They asked, “Why do you always beg me some money?” I just quiet, couldn’t say anything. They asked me again, “Aren’t you given some money by your brother?” I tried to answer, “No, I’m not given some money for some months before.” My mother said, “Ok, I’ll ask your brother.” After that, my parents especially my mother asked my brother and got angry to him, but my brother kept calm. He didn’t get angry, to my mother, nor to me, but I thought he was very depressed. I felt guilty, because of me, my mother got angry and my brother felt depressed. Since then, I thought that behavior was very bad that I’ve done. I promised, I wouldn’t lie to my parents and my brother either. I was so sorry, I promised to myself not to do that anymore.